pinky on the brain

to see the inside, deep
to touch with metal and cameras and mris
can you feel the thoughts of a person
through your fingers?
its a thing that we know is there
by virtue of being there, here
but we never dream it will be seen
covered by the modest sanctity of the bone
and blood and excess 'product'

like on the beach
lise is very private, covered
catch me in a bathing suit, ha!
but you know what i mean
really i'm out there every day
and yet to cut it all open
and see what was never meant to be seen...
but a blog is more revealing
not a tv show
not sponsored reality
edited reality
and i'm as unedited as i can possibly be
or i try to be
everyday
without crossing the moving, growing line
and collapsing in on myself